Tonight's devotional with Tyler was from one of my favorite Psalms:
The Lord is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love. He will not always accuse, nor will he harbor his anger forever; he does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who love him; as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us.
Psalms 103:8-12
I especially like "he does not treat us as our sins deserve". Phew, right?! He loves us. He forgives us. He doesn't hold a grudge, and thankfully we don't get what we deserve. I like being reminded of that, and I think David said it beautifully. Our reading tonight, though, went on to verse 14, and that's the one that spoke to me tonight. Vs 14 says
"for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust."I feel like I constantly struggle to understand how my kids work. What motivates them to make the decisions they make? Why do they respond this way instead of that way? Why do they struggle with X and excel with Y? And because I don't always understand them, I'm sure I punish them for things I should instead be explaining, discussing, or maybe even ignoring. And I'm sure at those times, they are painfully aware that I don't understand them. Honestly, I don't always understand why I act or react the way I do. What I like about vs 14 is that it speaks directly to this. God knows how we are formed - He understands what makes us tick, what our thought processes are and what our intentions are. He understands that we are weak, fallen humans. He "gets" me, and He takes all that into consideration when He looks at me. It's nice to be understood...and accepted anyway.
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As most everyone knows, my Great-Aunt Mary passed away this morning. Danielle and I had planned to go see her this morning, but she was gone before we got there. Despite being sad for our loss, I am excited for her. By the time my mom called at 6:30 this morning, my aunt had already met Jesus FACE TO FACE!! All of Heaven, including her brother and sister and mom and dad, had already welcomed her home! How cool is that? Rather than sitting in her room at the nursing home today, she got to sit at the feet of God. As much as I would have liked to see her once more, I'm glad she didn't wait for us to get started on eternity.
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Danielle and I visited my mom & stepdad instead today. We had a good visit. While I was there, I took these pictures of a squirrel on their deck. In case you're wondering, he's eating a dorito. Apparently they like nacho cheesey goodness, too. I used to think squirrels were kind of cute, until I got this close up picture of him. Personally, I think his face is a little c
reepy.